June 19, 2013

**Updated** Leaving.. on that midnight PLANE to NJ

Ok, so its not MIDNIGHT… but I am leaving the sunshine state (where it is currently 80 degrees and sunny may I add), and the time Im arriving back home is going to be close enough to midnight.
This trip has been a mix filled with a mixture of emotions for me. I’m so glad I came though.I only wish that my time in ft lauderdale, the memorial and all was a solo thing.. I know it’s me and I over think and am over emotional at times, but I just feel like I needed to be left alone with my own thoughts a little, which I haven’t been since it happened. However, I did get to meet some great friends of my fathers… Really nice people, and I got to pass by his house too. Which hopefully helped me gain a lil bit of closure, eventhough the whole time I was in Ft. LauderdaleI had this heavy feeling of “I should be here WITH my father”… not in memory of.All that mushy stuff aside though, my aunt kept us super busy and we had a great time with some great weather..My son doesn’t want to leave. (which doesn’t make the Husby feel very loved)

Thanks to all who visited the site while I was away. I promise I will be getting back to you all very soon! I’m sure I have Bloggy material for weeks (172 pictures to prove it!). Oohh how I miss my blog, and my blog reading…. … Oh yeah and my husband too! ;)

Hopefully the kiddies will be well behaved (fingers and toes crossed)…
and also Hopefully the flight will be smooth (yea, the whole Continental thing HAD to happen while I was away right?!? (Now Im more nervous than ever)… o yea and did I mention its suppose to be a “wintery mix”coming home tonight?… (GREEEAAT)
PS-Big thanks to Janah over atSo Not Momalicious for lending me her ear through out this whole trip… she’s a riot, and helped me stay positive when I wasn’t feeling so positive… you’ll love her site- so go pay her a visit and let her know you heard how awesome she is.

*** UPDATE**Thurs. 7/19

Apparently there were crazy tornados and hail storms (the size of golf balls) goin’ on over in GA. … so after my 7:30pm flight was delayed 3 1/2 hrs and MUCH debate (and believe me thats putting it lightly) with Mr.Complicated, “we” (and by WE I mean “I”) decided it was best to stay one more day and take today’s 7:30pm flight
(Guess I jinxed myself with the midnight train to GA reference?)

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  • So Not Mom-a-licious

    Hey, I got nothing but love for ya baby! You needed to vent and I was there. Nothing more to it! I’m glad that you were able to spend some time with his friends. You were very strong for going, as we all know it was a difficult situation. I’ll be here for the re-cap too!

  • Vicki

    Yay so glad you’re coming home!

  • Anti-Supermom

    Totally jinxed yourself.

    Hopefully you found your way home today.

  • Complicated Mama

    Soooo— Yes, Antisupermom was correct.. I definitely jinxed myself lol

    We caught the 7:30pm flight out the next day… and it was still a little over a half hour delayed.

    Princess made sure she did BIGGG POOPIES just as we were taking off.. so I had to wait til we were allowed to get up to change her (seemed like forever), poor thing was SCARED TO DEATH of the changing table in the plane… but after I cleaned her all up she slept the rest of the trip which was nice.

    O and his majesty? he was perfect too… until he got up to get off the plane, and I saw he peed his pants! (GREEAT!) lol

    Bottom line- Im home:)