**Updated** Leaving.. on that midnight PLANE to NJ

Ok, so its not MIDNIGHT… but I am leaving the sunshine state (where it is currently 80 degrees and sunny may I add), and the time Im arriving back home is going to be close enough to midnight.

This trip has been a mix filled with a mixture of emotions for me. I’m so glad I came though.I only wish that my time in ft lauderdale, the memorial and all was a solo thing.. I know it’s me and I over think and am over emotional at times, but I just feel like I needed to be left alone with my own thoughts a little, which I haven’t been since it happened. However, I did get to meet some great friends of my fathers… Really nice people, and I got to pass by his house too. Which hopefully helped me gain a lil bit of closure, eventhough the whole time I was in Ft. LauderdaleI had this heavy feeling of “I should be here WITH my father”… not in memory of.All that mushy stuff aside though, my aunt kept us super busy and we had a great time with some great weather..My son doesn’t want to leave. (which doesn’t make the Husby feel very loved)

Thanks to all who visited the site while I was away. I promise I will be getting back to you all very soon! I’m sure I have Bloggy material for weeks (172 pictures to prove it!). Oohh how I miss my blog, and my blog reading…. … Oh yeah and my husband too! ;)

Hopefully the kiddies will be well behaved (fingers and toes crossed)…
and also Hopefully the flight will be smooth (yea, the whole Continental thing HAD to happen while I was away right?!? (Now Im more nervous than ever)… o yea and did I mention its suppose to be a “wintery mix”coming home tonight?… (GREEEAAT)

PS-Big thanks to Janah over atSo Not Momalicious for lending me her ear through out this whole trip… she’s a riot, and helped me stay positive when I wasn’t feeling so positive… you’ll love her site- so go pay her a visit and let her know you heard how awesome she is.